When asked why he refused to conduct Strauss, Nikolaus Harnoncourt replied that he thought Richard Strauss the most gifted composer since Mozart, but he used his gift for... I forget exactly how he put it but I immediately felt as though I heard what he meant.
Thursday, November 30, 2023
So here, to me, is Elektra
Important Books: In the Land of Israel by Amos Oz (part 1 of 2, I promise)
Wednesday, November 29, 2023
What I Don't Want this Diary to Be
I don't like pundits. Scratch that. I fucking hate them. A thousand trained monkeys at a thousand type writers can be a thousand pundits. All you do is repeat talking points coined by the ether. How did the ether come up with it? Because the points are so fucking obvious that a thousand people thought the same point at the same time.
Public intellectuals is one thing, critics are one thing; their purpose is to challenge, not confirm--but pundits? Oh god they're awful. They do what they do because they have one very limited field of supposed expertise on which they are held as unaccountable as forty year tenured professors. They may very well be fed points by a central party messaging, but even if they weren't, they'd either come up with the same points or points just as obvious from a different ideology.
You know one when you read one/hear an interview with one. They are there to give their reading on a situation, on which they have no real expertise but their talking points. There's no attempt at details to fill in the vagaries of the area, just ideology, just fitting it into the broader narrative of what they think is already true for not just the subject at hand but everything else. So who cares what a person's opinion is when the opinion is one that anybody else can have? We only read them to get validation for what we already think.
What a person thinks is not important. What's important is what everybody thinks. Private affairs are private , and when writing about private matters it's important to empty every crevass of your mind's nuances. In public affairs, what matters is the community, and what's important is to give voice to a whole community of thoughts. Not just the thoughts of two people with diametrically opposed positions, but people of every background, every demographic, every job, every region, every income bracket, every personality, and yes, every identity.
Tomorrow, hopefully, I'll cover a book that does exactly that, because I'm fucking tired of saying what I think. I'm not even sure I think the same things from day to day. The only people fit for punditry are the people whose point of view is so reliable that you can guess what they think about any issue before you read them, and that makes them incredibly boring. The rest of us are dynamic: we evolve, we live, we experience. Every event doesn't just confirm that we were right but newly influences our thinking as we take stock of the ways we might be wrong.
The word for this kind of polyphonic consciousness is 'literature.' Insofar as I wanted to be a writer rather than a musician, I sure as shit didn't want to be an internet commenter nobody reads except a couple friends Stockholmed by me into believing my point of view is insightful. I wanted to be someone whose thoughts are deep enough that my imagination can explore what other people think, not what I do.
I had begun a novel that takes Jewish history from the point of view of exactly that.
Let me rephrase that. Over more than ten years I'd written over 500 pages of a foot-crushing historical fiction, about a hundred of which were useable (I didn't even bother showing many of them to my editor, sorry Nathaniel...).
I've said it before, but all my life I only ever wanted to be one thing: a great artist. Not some 'artiste' with a business card and not just some hipster in a gallery, but the kind of writer/musician who, even if he can't write something that matters to a wide swath of people, at least tries every day with his very soul. A great artist is not someone who succeeds at it (thought that would be amazing...), a great artist always just shows up to work and tries every day to create the best damn thing he can, even if the whole world thinks its shit. The fact that I haven't, with all my opportunities, is a failure of work ethic, a failure of nerve and courage, and a failure of integrity.
So long as I'm doing this shit, I'll never get there. Maybe I was never meant to. Nothing keeps the muse away like 'Importantitis' and the best stuff always happens by a mixture of habit and accident. Maybe stuff like the last seven-and-a-half weeks is the extent of what I can do, but oh how I'd like to do more.
Monday, November 27, 2023
Ten Inconvenient Truths about anti-Semitic and anti-Islamic Hatred
1. The shooting of three Palestinians in Vermont emphasizes the most inconvenient truth about antisemitism in America. We Jews are going to have to come to terms with the fact that even after Pittsburgh, it is still more dangerous to be a Muslim in America than it is to be a Jew. If it were as dangerous, we'd have more than one Jewish murder by now. This leads us to point 2.
2. The statistics say that 60% of all hate crimes in America are committed against Jews. Antisemitism is as bad as it seems, but let's face it, we Jews have easily the most efficient process for reporting the hate crimes that happen to us. We are probably the only demographic for whom a large amount of the hate crimes against us gets reported.
3. No topic gets European conservatives riled up more quickly than the issue of Islamic immigration, and yet according to the Pew Research Center, Muslims will only make up 10% of the European population by 2050.
4. At the moment there are roughly 3.5 million Muslims in the US, and there are twice as many Jews as Muslims, but thanks to birth rates and immigration, there will probably be more Muslims than Jews by 2050. It is naive to expect that their interests will not have political representation in one of the two major party platforms.
5. Whatever the statistics currently demonstrate, global warming can cause an unprecedented wave of immigration to temperate countries from more tropical ones. Every demographic projection would be thrown out the window. This leads us to point 6.
7. There is no conflict between the values of Islam and the values of democracy, except among Muslims who claim there is. There are countries, like Afghanistan, Iraq, and Pakistan, where the support for imposing sharia (Koranic) law is over 84%. However, enormous parts of two those countries are ruled by sharia law, so people polled in Afghanistan and Iraq (take note which two...) cannot be counted on to speak their mind - though, it should be noted, in Afghanistan, the figure was 99%, and this was in 2017, before the Taliban took over again - though by 2017 every Afghan knew a Taliban restoration was likely.
In more secular countries that are majority Muslim, like Turkey, the figure stands around 10%. Imposing sharia takes a jihad war in any country, so if you want to impose it on your own country, you almost undoubtedly want to impose it elsewhere too. That probably means that out of all immigrants, roughly 10% would support imposing sharia law on other countries as well: that amounts to about 800,000 Americans and 7.5 million Europeans by 2050, and that number is only by current demographic trends, not counting the chaos that world affairs always brings.
These statistics speak both to how common support for a theocratic dictatorship would be in the Islamic community, and also how little freedom such a dictatorship would afford its citizens.
8. Since October 7th, anti-Islamic incidents seem to have gone up roughly 200%. Since October 7th, antisemitic incidents seem to have gone up 400%. Given the attention these issues currently get, these numbers are probably pretty reliable.
9. One half of Muslims report other Americans expressing solidarity and care for them. Only one-third of Jews do.
10. Antisemitic hatred from leftist champions of Palestine will only radicalize both Jews and the right against Islam. Anti-Islamic hatred will only radicalize Islamic people who otherwise could be of benefit to Western societies - the committed are people of action, after all. Viewing it practically, not sentimentally, then however much rage Israel-Palestine engenders, the only workable solution is to set aside the fury about this issue when dealing with each other's communities; and address together the situation that impacts our lives much more directly than what happens abroad.
Saturday, November 25, 2023
Oh g----mnit We Have to Talk about Bernie Sanders
https://www.nytimes.com/2023/11/22/opinion/bernie-sanders-israel-gaza.html
A Letter to my Progressive Jews - rewritten
Thursday, November 23, 2023
A Letter to my Progressive Jews
Don't worry, this isn't the first day of the rest of your life. Not everything you believed is no longer true, just a few beliefs to which you'll have to make adjustments, as most generations of progressives do.
Wednesday, November 22, 2023
10 Ironic Lessons from the First Six Weeks
2. The purpose of Hamas's attack was to prevent the normalization of Israel's relations with Saudi Arabia. Israel deserves normalized relations with its neighbors, but normalized relations withSaudi Arabia is normalized relations a power who is, believe it or not, so much more bloody than Israel on its worst day in Gaza. So when Palestine, and even Hamas, objects to Israel having normalized relations with a power like Saudi Arabia, they have a legitimate grievance in a way Palestine's most vocal advocates would find shameful to admit.
3. The current bout of cancellation at American universities makes every side look pretty shameful. One side complains about cancel culture then freely cancels those with beliefs they find objectionable. The other side demands the heads of everyone who makes a statement they find objectionable, then denies cancel culture exists, and now find themselves in danger of getting cancelled. When it comes to Israel, those who invoke the first amendment revoke it, while those who revoke the first amendment invoke it.
4. A million progressive American Jews who've dotted and crossed every woke i and t are having an overnight realization that Jews are the one minority not included in the intersectional revolution. They believed they could Jewish ethics to help heal the world, but the world doesn't want their healing.
5. Leftists are bigots against Jews who vocally support Israel. Rightists are bigots against Jews who don't.
8. Nearly every building in North Gaza has been damaged - whether this is North Gaza or the northern half I don't know, but however deep the moral conundrum, this may result in the most massive foreign aid dump in human history. And yet the chances of the benefits reaching the Gazan people are about the same as they were with all the past foreign aid infusions.
9. The same Likudniks and Republicans who decry the entire Palestinian peoplehood advocate for the same mixture of religion and wealth hoarding that would eventually remake Israel and the US into places just like Palestine.
10. Every country in the first world says they want to help Palestine, yet the moment more than a few Islamic refugees show up on their doorstep, millions in these countries start talking like the Nazis they often think Israelis are.
Sunday, November 19, 2023
What did you think war is?
For fuck's sake, of course they're collectively responsible. Not all Palestinians, certainly not the young, but whichever Palestinians so prized their dignity that they'd vote Hamas are collectively as responsible as Israelis who so prize their honor that they'd vote Likud. And even if that's just a quarter of the population each, that's still an enormous segment of the population. Just as every Islamist, pan-Arab, and hardcore socialist fanatic who excuses Hamas and Hezbollah brought Palestinians to this state, every Israeli right winger brought us the massacres at Be'eri and the Nova Music Festival, and so did every American right winger who excused them. Every Palestinian who voted Hamas knew exactly what they were in 2006 no less than every Netanyahu voter knew who he was by the time he first became Prime Minister in 1996.